i hear funkopop is possibly going out of business ??? wow christmas came early. i've been a funkopop hater since day one, it's so annoying to see the few anime-themed stores in my area have walls full of ugly funkos when they could have something better like witch hat atelier's 13th volume you know.

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drew my oc and it honestly came out way better than i expected to the point it's making me kinda nervous. i have to make similar drawings for another 10 ocs at least and i don't know if i'm gonna be able to reach this quality again..... the consequences of "fuck it we ball"-ing art i guess.

i spent all day thinking about the dream i had last night. i won't go into details but it ended in the middle of a long, tight hug with someone who's no longer here. i woke up more smoothly than usual so it took a bit to regain control of my body, register my sorroundings and realize none of it was real.

songs i really like rn:

i haven't seen csm i just have a parasocial relationship with kenshi yonezu. bremen ruined me.

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i need to draw my ocs again, i hate how long it takes me to get a drawing to a point where i like it...... i guess i'll have to practice.

it's been like 2 months since my cat B passed away. my current cat is only around 5 weeks old, but she's already very different, more friendly and silly. holding her in my arms makes me miss B sometimes.

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today was one of those days where a bunch of small negative interactions accumulated and now i feel stupid, guilty, out of place.

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ok i feel better now. i spent like 3 hours trying to fix some issues on safari/iOS. everything should look fine now except for the border-image being weirdly stretched, idk how to fix that.

i'm tempted to add a little landing page, maybe i'll make a design for it tomorrow.

updated the site again !! i'm still having fun. i added filters and an index for all the posts. i looked through other people's diaries on neocities and decided to add a "subject" field, though it isn't mandatory or that important. most days will probably contain a bunch of unrelated thoughts anyway.

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recently i watched this video about infamous animated movie foodfight! and i can't stop thinking about it. i knew about it's existence but all i remembered at this point was that 1. it was bad, and 2. there was an 'original version' of the movie that looked better, but the files were stolen/lost thus the crew had to remake everything from scratch.

but apparently that was allegedly a lie from kasanoff (director) so investors wouldn't pressure him while he forced the animators to figure out mocap, all because he wanted to direct the movie like it was live-action ?? i just think it's crazy that we only discovered that more than a decade after it's release.

kasanoff walked like an idiot so tom hooper could run like a dumbass. i hate them both lowkey.

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i'm still thinking about what exactly i want to use this site for.... probably for anything that i'm not comfortable just tweeting. maybe at some point i'll add more things

i made my own borders !!!!!! they're cute i think. i've always avoided border-image on css bc i thought it was going to be complicated but it's actually pretty easy. shout-out to this site for showing me the way. css is amazing.

anyways i also remade the entire page from scratch, it's responsive and rather simple/cryptic on purpose. i had a lot of fun coding ♡ i might change the font later but i like karla so far, it's one of my faves.

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idk if i should even call this a blog...... i've never blogged before, is it like this? i just want to write stuff down like i do on twitter except i don't have to fear the algorithm randomly deciding a tweet i wrote in 30 seconds deserves 100k likes or something. i'm too anxious for that.

there's also no character limit which is nice, i tend to ramble. also also no grok. or nazis.

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ok i'm awake way too late again but i like this design a little better. maybe this is less of a blog and more of a diary.

hello it's like 5 AM rn and i decided to make a blog. yay

i used a cute template i found as you can probably tell, people that make free templates have my heart. anyways when i wake up i'll figure things out and make a fully original site. i can code i swear

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according to my calculations i should be getting my 365-day streak on crossnerdle at around christmas.... very jolly